A few weeks ago, actually Week 11, during the sit concentrating on ‘Whatsoever things ye desire (…) believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them’ I had an insight about one of the goals in my DMP that ‘got hooked’ into my consciousness. I didn’t talk about it then, because other stuff was going on as well that was more ‘important’ at that time, and also, actually as it turns out because that particular insight I want to talk about now needed some time to ‘incubate’ further.
So, now first I have to talk a bit about ‘my shapes’. When we were asked to link 2 shapes to our PPNs, ‘by coincidence’ (note: I will use this a lot this time, and for convenience’s sake write BC –oh yes, BC, this also means ‘Before Christ’, or symbolically: ‘Before Consciousness’, so the stuff you do intuitively without knowing yet why….which, in this post, BC is extremely well timed with the time of year … if you get what I mean 🙂 ….)
… so: BC I chose the blue rectangle for Autonomy and the red circle for Recognition for creative expression.
Then we were asked to make the sheet with the 4 shapes and write our PPNs and some goals on them, and so the green triangle was called ‘Healing Artist, Artistic Healer’ (with some numbers of course), being my ‘core-business’, my profession, and the yellow square was assigned to ‘My House in the Mountains’ where I want to end up living in a few years. All BC.
Back to that sit during week 11 now. Suddenly I saw My House in the Mountains, represented by the shiny yellow – golden – square, at the end of a rainbow (yes, I know, this is me, Rainbowgirl 🙂 ). Symbolically referring to ‘the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, or ‘somewhere over the rainbow’ if you want. ‘Somewhere over the rainbow lives a girl that I know of, Somewhere, that girl is me’. That magic place where we all want to go to find our bliss, and we think it doesn’t exist. How convenient that I picked that yellow (golden) shape for that, BC ….
And I realized: ‘of course, I have to believe that I already live there’ and Kadzzzinnggg …(not to say ‘BAM’ or ‘BOOM’, hey I’m autonomous, I choose my own success-sounds … 🙂 … and this-one sounds more like Aladdin’s Lamp 🙂 ) I knew that that house is not out-there somewhere. Or, well, it is but: I already live there, that house is ‘me’. I HAVE and AM already everything I will to. It’s there, it just needs to get manifested — in due time. And most importantly: it’s not ‘somewhere’, it’s ‘inside me’. My pot of gold, My House in the Mountains, Me.
So, with all those insights, I stumble on Earl Nightengale’s ‘The Strangest Secret’. BC only now, this week. Thanks, Mark J 🙂 . Dedicated to this course as I am, I do what he asks: I write down on a card what it is I want, ONLY 1 THING. At first I froze: ‘oh but there’s my TWO PPNs, and a few other goals, help…’ but then suddenly lightning struck: it’s My House I want. Because, that contains all the rest. That IS me, my future self, my higher self, my soul. So I write it down. And conditioned as I am in the mean time, I take my crayons and start putting my shapes on the card.
And then all of a sudden, I observe myself drawing a kind of amulet, My Symbol, if you wish…. BC all my intuitive choices fall into place:
Actually I started to draw a heart: true, unconditional love, the beginning of everything.
And then a green triangle, in the core – the heart – of the heart: BC the triangle for me refers to a pyramid, of course, the symbol of power. (I didn’t see it that way before, of course….) …. and yes, it symbolises MY core, the ‘power-house’ of my existence, me being a Healing Artist. It being green: how convenient, BC the color of the heartchakra is…. green, and also green being the color of nature, of all that is ‘organic’…… mjam-mjam.
Around the triangle: my blue rectangle: autonomy. BC I now see that blue is the color of the sea, water, EMOTIONS, and also of the sky: the MIND, and a rectangle: well structured and IN CONTROL. I ‘reign’ in an autonomous way over my mind and emotions, and am able to express that, creatively. Oh yes: BC: blue is the color of the fifth chakra, the chakra of expression.
Then I see the perfect spots to put my red circle, actually 2, and how convenient, BC in regard to the Recognition for creative expression, I talk about my soul’s music AND dance. BC, (didn’t see that before either…. actually I’m starting to think that I’m blind 😀 ) circles are the only shapes that ‘move’, they ‘spiral’, and BC those are ‘my engines’ …the stuff that makes my core-business ‘run’… and red is the color of the first chakra: my root.
And then, finally, OF COURSE, how convenient…. the yellow square, ‘My House in the Mountains’ is holding all this, nice and protected, inside ‘Me’, actually that building IS me. Yellow: the third chakra, the Solar Plexus….. the place where stuff gets materialized…
How glorious to suddenly see how intuitive choices are actually well structured and guided and already know where to go and how and why.
Inner Architecture. Links. Bridges.
Yes: believe that you already have it and it shall be given to you.
It’s already there, it always was, I just didn’t see it.
Talk about blind spots.…. 😉 …
I have rooted and tattooed My Amulet in my spiritual heart, and in every cell of my body.